TO ALL THE GODS I’VE NEVER KNOWN
Winner
Heming Huang
If God exists, then He’s a sneaky bastard.
He’s a bad lover who makes you forget
Who you are. He fogs up your windshield
On a stormy day, summons the flood,
And blurs life till it rains like an
Impressionist painting. Religion is the weed
My stalker smokes as He asks why
He can’t find love. Love is what poetry I
Don’t waste on assholes. When my boyfriend
Hugs me, it’s like Christmas never ends.
Father Above, why read Vedas, Torah, Bible,
Or Qur’an, when fathers below
Still rape their daughters? Today,
I learned that songbirds look at stars to
Find their way home. Now that’s worth a prayer.
Patriarchy, I piss on thy men; thou art as
Brittle as cathedrals built too big.
God, all I know is idolatry: a wine-tart tongue,
Hands soft as butter, Cupid’s bow lips lus-
-cious as a red fig. The color aubergine, the
warmth of my tea, and how sunlight pours
through a window all Sauvignon Blanc.
If this be mine gods —
Then in Jesus’s Name, Amen and Amen.